nah sorry i cant go out tonight, i have plans to spiral into uncontrollable anxiety starting in the early evening and ending at roughly 3 am
My moments of weakness or anger. I can accept them but I always regret them. I know everyone is allowed to have moments that don’t exactly reflect their best character, and we shouldn’t apologize for our feelings, but I want to figure out a way to help myself avoid moments like that, or at least give myself some perspective when they come along. I only get angry when I’m at my worst and I only feel weak when I’m entirely uncertain of what might come next. But I always come through and there is no reason I should hurt so badly over things I don’t truly mean. So I’m going to work on it.