nah sorry i cant go out tonight, i have plans to spiral into uncontrollable anxiety starting in the early evening and ending at roughly 3 am

(via temporarrrrrrry)

I do not like

My moments of weakness or anger. I can accept them but I always regret them. I know everyone is allowed to have moments that don’t exactly reflect their best character, and we shouldn’t apologize for our feelings, but I want to figure out a way to help myself avoid moments like that, or at least give myself some perspective when they come along. I only get angry when I’m at my worst and I only feel weak when I’m entirely uncertain of what might come next. But I always come through and there is no reason I should hurt so badly over things I don’t truly mean. So I’m going to work on it.

What is straight? A line can be straight, or a street, but the human heart, oh, no, it’s curved like a road through mountains. Tennessee WilliamsA Streetcar Named Desire

(Source: feellng, via as-though-everything-is)